![]() ![]() The last part of it is when he starts to trust the world again and is ready to be apart of it again - he is excited because he is experiencing love and compassion again - he feels like noone has hurt him but in the climax he is constantly tryin’ to control himself from going off the other end - from being delerious. The shaving of his head being the shedding of his beliefs.Īfter that he comes to grip with things and is willing to realise his madness and his loneliness and wants to escape it. He has now shed his beliefs in things: I'm so lonely but that's okay I shaved my head. He has now learned of the corruptness in the real harsh world and now wants to enter it again - as a different person - come back into reality out of his own world. He makes do with himself, thinking that the friends in his head will never betray him - maybe brought on by the drug - I dunno (hallucinations? Or just insanity?) This might mean that he can’t trust anyone in the ‘external world’ anymore after his ordeal because he is bamboozled at how deceitful people can be. The song also hints at the cause of his decent into madness, as being maybe back-stabbed by a lover or someone he trusted: He feels no contempt and is at complete peace and ease with himself.Įven although his happiness is perceived as madness who are we to judge him? The fire in the candle may also symbolise his life. Time to be a bit reckless - as some people feel when they’ve been dumped. 'Cause I've found god -…" - This could mean that he doesn’t care if his ‘candles’ go out because he’s through with caring about things (people). "I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you To me, I feel that the song means the shedding of ideology and not caring what anyone else thinks because he is happy(mad) and that is all that matters to him: I also believe it’s about a mental breakdown hence the whole ‘Lithium’ discussion earlier. This song is about a period of descent between two mind-states and a semi-pre-occupation with the lithium drug. ![]() everything comes from your mind, the way you interpret it on a physical level is completely up to you. ![]() you feel happy, you have the only thing, taken out of the material perspective, that you'll ever need your mind. Being bi polar is kind of rough at first, but after you're put on the lithium nothing seems to matter at all. After taking the lithium, of course, it controls the otherwise unstable dopamine membrane in your mind and allows you to have one consistent mood / mindstate and allows you to be able to function in society. every single day seems the same, hence the "Sunday morning is everyday for all I care" it's describing his illness driven lack of care and apathetic mindset. While he had this illness and it was going un-treated (which is the latter part of the insanity induced second half of the song) he had severe mood swings and really didn't care about anything. "I'm so happy because today I've found my friends, they're in my head." I think this is related to the bi polar illness that kurt had. you'll be extremely irritable and you'll probably end up having psychotic episodes and or hallucinations. ![]() it's a polar extreme, over the mind-state you're in while not on the drug. I take lithium every single day, and this song has meaning to me. Lithium is prescribed to manic depressive / schizophrenic patients that appear to have a violent nature about them. I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there I'm so lonely, that's okay, I shaved my headĪnd just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard Sunday morning is everyday for all I care I'm so ugly, that's okay, 'cause so are you ![]()
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